Of course, once I did find the swim suit section, there was very little to choose from and even less for busty people.... In most stores, I haven't found a single bikini top that would fit anyone who wears a size D or larger. After the first store, I decided to move on to stores that I knew sold plus sizes.
I found myself in a Torrid dressing room with two bikini tops and a tankini. Neither of the bikini tops were all that attractive, but I was hoping they'd at least fit. Sadly, neither of them would hold the girls up -- looking for a little support here. I moved on to the tankini, it wasn't what I was looking for, but it was cute. As I posed (smile and all) for a selfie in the flamingo adorned top, I heard the woman who worked there usher two more people into the dressing room just down from me. Then I heard her ask someone if she was okay. I heard another voice respond, "She's just sad. She went to Victoria Secret because they were supposed to be having a big sale on swimming suits and nothing fit her." The next part was mumbled, but I heard her finish with, "She leaves for Idaho in two days." Before the salesperson left the dressing room area, she told assured the woman that it would be okay and they would take care of her. After she was gone, while sobbing, I heard the woman say, "I don't think it will fit past my hips." She continued to cry as the person in the room with her offered her support and encouragement. I wanted to stay and see how it ended, but I was done and needed to go. As I walked out of the dressing area, I saw a mother and younger child searching the sparse selection of swim suits in hopes of finding one that would work for her daughter, the one in the dressing room who had been crying. I never saw the person in the dressing room so I don't know how old she was. It hurt me even more to think that this might be a teenager struggling with her weight, her self-identity, and her self-worth.The scene was all too familiar for me. I too have found myself crying in the Torrid dressing room. The people who work there are amazing and I'm sure they helped the girl/woman feel better and I'm hoping they found her something to wear on her trip. Still, trying on clothes is a scary thing for anyone who's a little overweight (or a lot overweight). I felt so much pain for the person in the dressing room next to me. Why can't heavy people just go buy something off of the shelf? If America is really that fat, why don't they have more clothes for fat people? It's especially hard when you need a specialty item like a swimming suit, but right now, I can't even find a pair of shorts. The other issue is that clothes for skinny people are generally cuter. I picked up two "identical" bikini tops yesterday, one was a size XL and the other was a size 16/18. The XL (which by the way is probably a C cup) was super cute, but the 16/18 had been modified and wasn't cute at all. I left Torrid empty handed and heart broken for the person I left crying in the dressing room. I'm starting to think this search might be harder than I thought and maybe I just need to wear my bra! At least it supports me and looks cute.
